hello, i'm kyle.

this space is a digital garden for my thoughts, projects, and current obsessions. balancing the heat of the poolside with the cold logic of the terminal. teaching swimming, training for level 3 PT, and documenting the journey.

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[30 May 2026] the switch

navigating eupd, rigid structures, and the friction of social dynamics.

[15 May 2026] poolside dissonance

on the thin line between deep fulfillment and pure physical exhaustion.

[12 April 2026] beyond the noise

intentionality, balance, and looking toward the future.

[14 February 2026] the hidden frequency

a comprehensive reflection on the noise, the smoke, and the things that don't have names.

[5 February 2026] the delayed echo

people treat adhd like it is just being hyper and silly. it is not.

[15 January 2026] your hatred is not yours

the internet is a relentless barrage of rage-bait. realise the screen is manipulating your baseline.

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current status //

◇ teaching: seq level 2 swimming

◇ training: level 3 personal training

◇ building: astro / docker / homelab

◇ mood: focusing on grounded growth